| I'm so angry. I just have this river of rage in me right now and to tell you the truth, I hate it. Rage makes me feel so sick inside. I haven't felt this way in over a year. Which is good, but it's back. It's not a normal thing for me. I wish I could cut it out of me so bad. I've prayed for this to leave. My mom wants me to go to a prayer meeting, the last one was great but I don't feel like God is urging me to go to this one. Should I listen to God or my mom? God, of course, but my mom would see it as an excuse because I am a teenager. I know that's the reason. She's done it before. So, for now, I'll be listening to my mom. I know her consquences. I know God's too but He's more forgiving than flesh. My anger is subsiding. I know my way of cutting in writing. Writing is how I let it all out. It's my gift from God. |
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